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DailyNic #3

Ladies and gentlemen, I'm MeisterNic otherwise known as Nicolai Sidek and it's time for another #DailyNic #3! How awesome is that? Well today's DailyNic has a sad twist in it. Daily #1 and #2 were about my OCD and this wacky exam ritual I have but today is all about Christmas spirit :D Christmas (X'mas)is all about family bonding and bringing people closer. Doesn't matter if you don't get a lot of presents (really it doesn't) so long as the meaning of "we're together now" is there. Personally, I treat X'mas as my primary festival (is it a festival...dunno...I'm kinda down right now so I'm not thinking straight) even though I'm a Muslim. I honestly don't care what others say about it. The reason I bring this up is 'cuz in 2 days, the world will be celebrating X'mas. ME, I'M STUCK AT MY APARTMENT a few hundred miles across the ocean from home. This is the first time in my life I won't be celebrating with my family and it sickens me to death. I received a mini X'mas tree about 30 minutes ago and I immediately sang Jingle Bells. That's when reality hit me. I won't be celebrating it the usual way this year. Then I wept. Hard. Honest-to-God. It's not easy dealing with the thought of celebrating my favourite time of the year by myself, far away from home. I miss setting up the X'mas tree at my grandmas and putting presents under it. What more can I say? I'm a sucker when it comes to X'mas. I don't think there's another moment where I'll feel happy giving than receiving. It sort of works the other way round, isn't it? People would rather receive than to give. But not X'mas. It doesn't to that to people. So, for those of you celebrating X'mas with your families this year, I would just want you to take a minute to appreciate how special that moment is. Once they're gone, the void it leaves in your heart is just unbearable. Thanks for reading, people. See you in the next Daily. MeisterNic

The DailyNic

Brief introduction on what the DailyNic's about. In simple words, the Daily is an 'everyday' post about myself, be it OCD, silly but necessary rituals, fun facts or just simple ordinary things. I've posted DailyNic numbers 1 and 2 on my Twitter page so feel free to browse 'em. Here's the link to my Twitter page: http://www.twitter.com/dailynic Add me on Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/nicolaisidek

IWBTG Part 11 (You Gotta Love Street Fighter) - NO COMMENTARY

Unfelt Transformation

Ladies and gentlemen...in exactly 5 hours and 20 minutes I'll be entering adulthood. But how much of a difference does it make, right? It's not like I'll suddenly be taller and smarter than I already am...but it seems to be a big deal to everybody else. You know what, I'm gonna find something fun to do on my own tonight...Had a bit of situation just now. I'm clearly in a pissed off mood so my head isn't in the right place, literally! How is it that I'm getting hated by someone I care about when I didn't even do anything wrong at all!? Anyways, I don't think I'll be celebrating my birthday 'cuz I clearly don't see the point. I hate surprises. I don't hate gifts though...I can't say presents 'cuz my mum always tell me "You get presents all year long" and she's right. Presents mean nothing to me unless it's really2 special and that's rare. I've got a test tomorrow so I can't do anything stupid tonight...I still need to study for the test so yeah...I'll blog again in a few days. Right now I'm still angry as f*ck. 

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Stop Wasting Time

I've just finished watching Day9's playthrough of Amnesia: The Dark Descent. I'm not suppose to be doing that! My thesis proposal has not even started yet here I am busy watching YouTube. Heck, I even have time to blog about this sh*t...

What is wrong with me? I told myself awhile ago that the next time I turn on the laptop (now) I'll start my thesis. Instead of doing so, I started singing...and opened the devil (YouTube)...urgh....okay time to get serious: START MY THESIS PROPOSAL!....

FYI, my thesis is about tennis. Duh~ So predictable. :D

To watch Day9's Amnesia playthrough, head to my YouTube playlist here: Amnesia Playlist
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Official Blog and Gamertag Name Change

It's been a while since I last blogged and probably won't be blogging anytime soon. My schedule is very packed and I'll be pretty much busy for the next 6 or so weeks. This is gonna be a short announcement. As some of you might know I've been using the name 'Killionaire' for YouTube, online gamertags and other stuff since 2007 and I think it's about time I change it. It's not very original but at least it's something I like saying....I'd figure I go for Nicmeister but if you google that name there's a bunch of nicmeisters already so...I turned it around. MeisterNic. Sounds very generic I know but yeah, I'm digging that name and I'm gonna use it on a permanent basis. And the blog's name Finding Heart will be changed to MeisterNic too for easy googling. Thanks and I'll see you guys next time :D

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Cheers
Nic